My Life Got Stuck.

Here I go again at this crazy loop of thoughts surrounding my brain thinking of what the hell have I done with my life. I pretty much screwed up my whole life. Missed a ton of opportunities and broken lots of golden relationships. Damn, Drew. I have always been an immature my whole life probably except when I am alone contemplating with my life choices; cause of my choices, I am here borrowing my dad’s phone typing this at 10 in the evening while hearing deafening silence come through my eardrums. I feel lucky enough to have loving parents but I feel like I am missing out a lot especially on giving them the love they deserve and on academic activities to make them feel proud.

Another new school year is starting soon and I am hoping to decide better for myself and for my future. I have tons of stuff I am interested in such as acting, singing, dancing and drawing but I am not that capable of bringing it all to life in public. I always keep it to myself and that’s something I will try fixing about me. Wish me luck guys! This is gonna be a hard year for me.